2004-07-19

I just spent ten minutes crying n my car. It was the last proper drive I would have before taking to the wreckers tomorrow, and I just got really, really sad. Looking around at all the familiar things and remembering all the good things I have done in that car and the trust I had in it. Made me cry. And cry. And cry.

Part of it is about the full on changes that are happening in my life and now losing my car is yet another manifestation of those changes. Losing grip on steady things in my life.

God, I hope I don’t bawl my eyes out at the wreckers tomorrow morning!